Thursday was quite an interesting day. That morning I was watching my friends little boy, Camden and the kids were playing. I was getting Paris ready for Preschool & trying to help her get her Valentine's done. Then I noticed around 11AM I was bleeding more than normal. I figured it was just my body being dumb & didn't think to much about it. Then it continued to get worse (TMI section ~ steady stream with lots of big clots) to the point that I called Dr Spoon. They told me to come into the office where they can put stuff on it to stop the bleeding. By this time I am pretty much getting worried. There was just a lot of blood. I called Casey & he told me to go in. My friend Jenny came to pick up Paris for preschool & then my other friend came to pick up her son. By this time I asked her not to leave because I started feeling weak. I figured it would be a bad thing to drive so I called Jenny & asked her to take me to the Dr. So I grab a garbage bag (so I didn't stain her car) & we head off. I wasn't sure if we should go to the Dr or the ER, but on the way I started feeling light headed, weak, & I just couldn't speak very well (later Jenny told me she kept worrying I was going to pass out). We got to the hospital & by this time I had blood dripping. They got a wheelchair & I was told I would be the next patient. While I was waiting there was a puddle under me so I asked Jenny to see if there wasn't something they could put to soak it up. Then they asked me to give them a urine sample. (Poor guy who had to clean the bathroom ~ it looked like someone had been shot). They brought me in a gown & told me to try and clean up. When they were checking me in Casey showed up. So they took me back to a room. By this time Faith needed to eat. So I asked Casey to go get her from Jenny. He comes back in & tells me they won't let him take her back. So I start crying & say I have to feed my baby. So I tell the nurse I will go back in the waiting room & feed my baby if they won't let me bring her in. A charge nurse overheard me & gave the OK to bring her in. So I started nursing Faith & the ER Dr Russell Clark came in to talk to me. He asks if I am OK partway into the conversation, then I tell him I am going to pass out. Casey grabs the baby as the Dr goes to grab me as I was falling out of the chair. He yells for a nurse & there are 4 people throwing me in the bed, putting 2 IV lines in, heart monitors, oxygen, (my heart rate was 120 & blood pressure 80/45). Casey was afraid he was watching me die before his eyes. When I passed out my eyes rolled up in my head, I was convulsing a little, & gagging. When I woke up I was so weak I couldn't move. (TMI - I started throwing up but couldn't even turn my head so they were afraid I was going to aspirate so someone had to turn me). After they had stabilized me they then took me in for ultrasounds & did a pelvic exam. Basically I was hemorrhaging from the incision, most likely because the scab fell off before I was healed & the best guess was because I am anemic is why I bled so much. Luckily my hemoglobin numbers were just high enough I didn't have to have a blood transfusion. Eventually the heavy bleeding stopped. So they sent me home with a prescription for iron pills to help with the anemia. Final diagnoses: Major hemorrhage with hypotension. Anemia.
On Friday I went into my Dr to have him check out the incision. He put some coagulating stuff on the incision, that I ended up being allergic to. It started burning pretty quickly after he put it on & by the time I was leaving I was in tears & asked him if it was supposed to burn this bad (it shouldn't). So he brought me back in & scrapped it off (as much as he could since he had to leave it on the scab or I would be back in the same position as yesterday) & rinsed it out. By this time I was sobbing on the table. I had been holding Faith & the nurse passed her to another nurse because needless to say I couldn't hold her at this point. Then he put some numbing gel on it. Which made it manageable. The Dr & nurse said they had never seen anyone allergic to the stuff in the entire time they had practiced medicine. What can I say I am special.
Normally I tell Casey not to give me flowers, but he went & got me some anyway. I guess a trip to the ER is a good reason to have flowers, plus it covers Valentine's Day & our Anniversary =) I feel much better now still weak. I'm sure that will get better in a little while. =) Here are some more pictures of my cute kids.









12 comments:
I'm sooooo sad this happened to you! After we hung up... I kept it together until takeoff and then I started crying... had to run to the lav! It made me so sad to know you are going through this, plus just even the thought of possibly losing you... I love you, my little big sis! BTW the pics are SOOO cute! We love you all!
Oh that sounds so scary! Wow, you guys have been through a lot lately. We'll pray that that's the end of the scary stuff. I hope you are feeling better! I'm glad that everything turned out ok and you didn't need a transfusion or to stay in the hospital.
I freaked out so much when I read this, I have to many things to say I will call you.
That is so scary. Oh my goodness. I'm so sorry. I had just talked to you on the phone too right before this happened. Oh how scary. Do you need anything? i will try to call.
Come on! What else?!?!?! This pretty much sucks. How about no more doctors for a while!?!?!?
Jen you poor thing! I can't believe what you have been through in the last 2 months. I wish I was there to help and give you a huge hug! All I can say is that you are one tough cookie!! Those pics of Faith are adorable! What a smile! Hey, how about no more ER trips for a while? :)
Oh Jen- I have been watching and reading your blog- and my heart and prayers have been with you. Your babies are so beautiful! What a scary thing thing you've been through- between you and your baby! Whew! anyway- thanks for taking time to comment on my blog- I love you too! And yes- you are also very awesome!!! Love ya and give my love to your mom-k? Roxanne
Jen- You poor thing! You have had your fair share of blows lately. I am so glad to hear you are doing better. Hopefully it stays that way. I'll keep you in my prayers that you stay on the up-swing!
Faith is soooo cute. She is getting so big even with rsv. Poor baby. Cute pics. Happy birthday Casey.
Ash
Im so happy you are okay. I understand too well this feeling. I had the same thing after I had Gabe. I know this is impossible but you need to figure out a way to stay down!!!
I wish we could help.
Wow! What a scary story. Glad you are okay. I know it is hard, but try to take it easy for a while. You are brave.
Oh my gosh kiddo! I am so sorry about all this stuff! I wish I were there to help out. I miss you. I want to hold your baby and see the 'big kids'.
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